The Age of Her

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by Sejal Sehmi

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Madonna is a legend! Fact! Ok, let’s just call that my own biased opinion, but honestly, she is one of a kind! Amongst the explosion of talent at this year’s Brit awards last month, she graced the stage as the original diva whilst gyrating her yoga accredited toned body! Alas, her infamous fall from the stage during her live performance that evening (from which she effortlessly recovered, may I add), headlined every tabloid, fuelling a mixture of opinions of whether she should now, at the age of 56, step down to give way to a younger of breed of artists.

 

So is age really just a number? Or do we use it as a benchmark to determine what is actually physically and mentally possible by an individual versus when something is perceived as “acceptable”. Society’s need to encapsulate this prerequisite to start or complete things by the “right” age, is probably not culturally exclusive, but South Asians, as I have seen and experienced, often attempt to tackle the age debate in a very matter-of-fact manner.

 

I’ve lost count at the number of Indian weddings I have attended, where post the formalities with new faces, and the “I know a boy who is probably your height” type awkward introductions, the friendly inquisition from these newly discovered family members turns to aghast at the discovery of the age of my unmarried status. Make way for the sympathetic side head tilt and a poke in the arm, followed by “You know it really should be your turn now.”, whilst the cynic in me is thinking “God, imagine the drama if I used the same line on you at a funeral!”

 

All jokes aside, appreciative and fortunate that I am of being raised in such a rich and diverse culture, where even strangers at weddings come with the best of intentions, it’s still tough to shake off the invisible reminder to reach those goals that have been “pre-approved” by our peers, be it marriage, children, having more than one child etc.

“Self-ageism, especially amongst Indian women, is easy to fall prey to”, says one of my South Asian friends in Switzerland, who would rather focus on her new-born baby, than join her relatives in the mourning of her white hair and “unacceptable” attire. Her statement echoes through both married and single friends, who admit they often succumb to self-doubt and lose focus on individuality when age is reminded as being a hindrance by both the older and current generations. “My circle of Indian friends, aged around 30+, discouraged me from taking skiing lessons, because at 30, apparently my body won’t have the stamina!” admits another young friend of mine.

Putting aside the fact that our priorities do change in accordance to what we desire and are physically capable of, as Asian women, at which point does our age become the barrier against individualism? Having being raised amongst a clan of strong minded women, I have admired how my mum, like many Indian women of her age in the UK, finds the balance across her family, business and her love for dance and drama. Despite the infinite encouragement from her family however, she is still no stranger to the odd raised eyebrow.

 

So culturally, are we as women destined to restrict ourselves purely by age or by the “label” from which society perceive us at any given time; the mum, the grandparent or the widow?

 

My 81 year old maternal grandmother, who has lived here for over 33 years and was widowed at the young age of 50, explains how the limitations of self- indulgences for an Indian woman stems from deep rooted traditions amongst our culture dating years back. “When I was a child, girls as young as ten were married off in the villages and sadly child widows were forced to have their hair shaved off and shunned from society as they were deemed as inauspicious..” she says. Years later, Indian widows continued to drape themselves in white clothing as a statement of the submissive and simplistic life they would be expected to lead in the absence of their spouse.

 

Many of these core traditions have certainly been diluted through generations, both in and outside of India, but the element of Indian women enveloping themselves within an unspoken yet set code of conduct is still prevalent today, particularly for widows and women who choose to divorce at a later stage in life.

 



“Women are always the first to be judged,” my mother states, “because she’s tasked as the homemaker. Once she steps out of the societal boundaries, it’s not uncommon for her to be criticised for neglecting her priorities! Hence women of my age are prone to feeling isolated, especially as we get older because we conform to these obligations to please, even once our children are living their own lives. Furthermore, if a man is widowed, everyone sympathises at his loneliness, but if a widow re-marries, that too at a later age, she is often frowned upon for living with another

man!”

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Today, the UK has seen a growth in community organisations that aim to bring together women of all age groups and encourage collective participation within social and arts event. Saheli (meaning female friend), is one such umbrella organisation, established in 1987 in Kingston Upon Thames. Its founder, Malti Patel, says the aim of Saheli is to bring together women of all cultures and ages who feel isolated by both language and cultural barriers, by involving them in various activities such as yoga, dance, and art workshops. I was fortunate to be invited to their 25 year anniversary musical event which consisted of a fusion of performances by all age groups.

 

Watching women in their 70’s and 80’s dance so elegantly warmed the audience’s hearts and we felt their joy as they bonded with their newfound sahelis through art. As my mum would say, “those who discourage, do so from their own lack of courage. You’re never too old.”

 

Watch the Saheli team in discussion and their performances:


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